A lot had happened and I didn't blog about them.
It has been so long that it feels almost strange to be writing this.
In the past, this blog had been an outlet for me to share my thoughts, feelings and experiences as they happened. This year, it almost seem like nothing had happened when I did not blog.
Many times, I talked in my head as if I was blogging, but I did not blog in reality.
Not about how difficult it was for Huzaifah to adapt in the new school, of his 'keluar sekolah' episodes and how we had to meet and discuss with the school's headmistress and different teachers to sort stuff out.
Not about how adventurous Humaidi had grown to be - so much so that it has been 3 times that he had to be fetched from the police station and I've lost count of 'missing' episodes in shopping malls when I had to seek help from security officers to help me find him.
Not about the 'supernatural' disturbance at home that caused upset as much as fear.
Not about the arrival of our fourth addition to the family, Muhammad Aqil Hazim, in June.
Not about the death of my biological mother, Ummi, on the day baby Aqil turned 5 months.
This year, there was no entry on my birthday, on my children's birthdays or on our 7th wedding anniversary.
I am pondering now - whether to keep on blogging or to say adieu for good...
After all, I had already missed blogging for almost one whole year...
4 comments:
Don't say goodbye totally to blogging. Just use it to release your feelings when you can. There' nobody to say you can't stop a while and resume afterwards.
do blog.
i've missed it.
i enjoyed reading your story telling.
you have a knack for it.
i've learned and gained so much through your experiences and writing.
bet others do too.
do come back.
ya ya.. take a break if you want to. Despite you have not blogged for a while, I still check to see if there is new post on/off :)
lina, K.I & Cubie: Thank you. Now I know that apart from writing for my own satisfaction, I have at least three faithful readers :-)
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